So I'm getting down to the crunch for my first deadline. I still don't know how much I have in donations. I am trying my hardest to stop worrying and let God do His thing. Its my human nature getting in the way. The anxiety is about to kill me.
I really know in my heart that I am supposed to go on this trip. It's something that has been working in me since I moved down here. I love Lynwood and I love that they are so mission- minded. It's more normal to go in mission trips than to not. LOL.
The first week I went to church here I was inspired and motivated. I knew I was gonna go one day but didn't know when.
As the time has gone by I have dug into the word and studied it. I crave for more and more every day learning so much as I go. There is so much there that I was never taught.
I then decided to start attending a bible study on Jonah with an awesome group of women who were on fire for the Lord after finishing a 6 week bible study on James that took them 8 months to do. I was so uplifted that first night. It was amazing. While getting into Jonah I realized that God was calling me to my own Nineveh. This was to go on a mission trip. I struggled with where to go and which mission I was supposed to do. I really wanted to do an ultrasound mission but couldn't find anything that I was comfortable with going alone. Then finally it hit me with this Kenya trip. I would be going with people that I know well and knew more about this mission and what they had done in the past.
Once the decision was made, I haven't even thought about other missions. I was invited to dinner at a Josh and Tammy's. Josh is going this year and went last years as well. Kendra is another person going again this year that went last year. She and Josh spent most of the night sharing pictures and stories about their trip and telling me about all the people I will get to meet. When I left that night there was no doubt in my mind that I was going on this trip.
So here I am with my heart full and waiting for God to answer my prayers and transfer His money to my need. Hopefully I will hear something soon.
Thank you for your prayers.